Friday, June 18, 2010

One thing leads to another


This is my new breakfast. Im at a supplement all time high. I added the "caution" product and the Test thing this a.m for the first time as I felt I needed an extra boost being that Im going to Spain and wanna serve fierce body and Im not on mones so I need SOMETHING. I'll let you know how the new products are. What I can say is I just took them 15 minutes ago and Im already sweating in my chair....

I couldnt decide which one so I just bought them all, but I did NOT eat them all, I just took a fork full of ONE. I think I just needed to buy them to tell myself I COULD have them if I wanted but I dont HAVE TO all at once, RIGHT NOW... SO now they sit in my refrigerator on cake death row.
I can BARELY moderate. Im BAD about it. Instead of being LEVEL what I do is swing between GREAT and BAD... I totally am "good" in the a.m and then by 7 p.m Im picture number two and CANNOT be told NO and WILL NOT moderate. Its retarded, something close to bingeing and purging, just less kookoo, but still not exactly sane YET... Though Im getting way better but DAMn I love a carb and cant look at a cake without having it. Amys Bread is across the street from me, I avoided it for 6 months, yesterday I broke down and butt ( i made this freudian typo for real, but left it for your enjoyment) three pieces of cake and a bread stick, and it was SO GOOD?!?! Fuck you AMY, I love you.

7 comments:

zapbro1 said...

Remember all the hard work you put in at the gym, and how good the results you see in the mirror. Plus, as you said, you are going to Spain to look fierce.

your mother (AKA the other Dave on West Coast)

rashasha said...

I love your platinum banded high and low ball glasses! Be moderate it all things, especially moderation!

Sue said...

Spain! I am so jealous! You are probably going to Orgullo LGTB Madrid 2010! I'd wish you to have fun; but I am so sure you will! Well, have a super time anyhow! I bet you will hit the beaches in BCN too! They are really fun - you can't miss going there!

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Bruce said...

I'm glad to hear you are human like the rest of us. I had concerns for a moment there when I first started reading that you were able to take a bite from each cake and then put them in the fridge....

David Mason said...

yes Im going to the gay pride in Madrid again but not Barcelona, at least not on this trip, but maybe later.. Ive never been to Barcelona.
Glad you like the glasses Rashasha... i had sets but they all broke :(

Trickle Down BS said...

Do me a favor, will you? when you are in Spain, somewhere sitting in some sidewalk cafe, drinking some sangria or café con leche think about me...think that my soul is there...in the land of my ancestors. And if you have a glass of wine with you, raise it and make a toast to me, as I wish to have been there with you to toast.
saludos,
raulito

Mathieu said...

I'm just the same, strong in the morning, and by 7pm I can't resist the junk... I'm not taking any supplements or mones though (never have - tempting though isn't it?)

And think of me, flying away from NY on pride day to spend a week in a Denver convention centre...