Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Why do people lie about being on steroids??? and why is METH back?!

To be honest... who fuckin knows?!... but they all do. Anyone with MASS is on them and even ones without it are on them. MOST people with "body" are. It weirds me out that people think its ok to lie about it. I mean its not anyones business but lying about it makes it even more weird I think... I endlessly have people lie to my face and say they're not on them only to tell me they WERE later AS IF I DIDNT KNOW. It makes it hard for me to like them because I just think "Why did this person think it was ok to lie to my face, then months later just say the opposite?" It actually creeps me out and makes me question everything. I mean everyone lies vaguely a little I think whether they mean to or not but... METH... why are queens on meth again? Looking on the streets it seems to be TRENDING WITH THE GAYS AGAIN. This one queen who writes cunty comments when she does meth is writing cunty comments again meaning she's back on meth. I mean summer is here so why not break out the GOOD SHIT RIGHT?!.. I was talking about it over dinner and my friend said that the only guy that he knows who makes cunty comments to him also does so on meth. Meth is obviously nasty but I never hear people mention that it brings out the WORST in people in a SOCIAL way. Like steroids it must make you very in touch with what sets you off.. or is it that it lowers your inhibitions so you're willing to say things that you normally never would because you know better in your right mind, AND/OR is it that you've shuttered yourself in and been up for three days, put tin foil over the windows, stuck chewing gum in all your ORIFICES, and have decided to take on the PERCEIVED INJUSTICES (most likely brought on by yourself to yourself but its easier to blame someone else) through blogging and Facebook?? Every meth queen I've ever known becomes a twisted evil troll. Its very tricky because my friend used to talk about it and say how in the beginning it WORKS FOR YOU. You are working out non stop, you aren't eating, you have a GLOW about you and you look kinda major but THEN it starts taking when YOU DONT WANT TO GIVE, and YOURE FUCKED.. YES we all know a meth bender is like the BULLET TRAIN TO M.R.S.A.-VILLE with a final stop at AIDSTOWN but it also just makes people NASTY EN ROUTE! ( not saying people who acquire hiv get it from METH mind you- though Id say a solid 30% of my friends who got it did?! but that might just be my generation because EVERYONE before me got it from just BEING THERE... ps remember the GREEN MONKEY explanation for aids?? We actually LEARNED IT IN SIXTH GRADE?!) I'd LOVE to show you the comments from people who are on meth who at the time must think its a good idea to make jealous comments and then they delete them when some form of sobriety hits them BUT ... I SAVE THEM! I actually take pictures FOR COURTROOM PURPOSES! lol... WHY?... because I DONT WATCH TV and this is something to do!!... My life isn't that interesting... but seriously people, don't do meth... and if you ARE doing meth you CAN STOP. Some of my BEST, and I do mean BEST friends not even close ones, were METH HEADS and now they're FIERCE. I really think its great when I know someone who was a WRECK and they got their shit together. I feel it somehow makes them stronger, like they've seen both worlds. It MUST make you wiser at least if not stronger... but yeah any time I see someone make an obviously jealous comment out of left field I just think.. oh girl... she's on meth again... The ONLY times Ive received nasty comments they are from meth heads 100% hands down. I think its happened four times in four years... I don't even get it, has anyone ever GLAMORIZED it??? I don't think they have...I mean at least coke is FIERCELY GLAMORIZED... Like I can't even respect or relate to a meth head, I mean doing coke off a trannys ORIENTAL FAN at a party in Paris is RAD, its a VICE but I couldn't blame you for it. How could you??... but doing meth in SIMI VALLEY with a guy sitting in a room temperature bath tub, who shaved his entire body including his eyebrows, is NOT RAD. Im tired... going to bed...

5 comments:

jon brown said...

How small is your life, ohhh today someone lied and someone took meth, boring as fuck

David Mason said...

HAHAH!!! ITS HER!? HI JAKE!

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Luke said...

I love these kinda posts from you. You have amazing insight.

Kurt Walters said...

The best is; rant, rant rant, and then once I'm all excited and a can of worms of a conversation topic has been opened, "I"m going to bed." Ha hahaha love it! Maybe I just need to hang out for closure!