Monday, January 28, 2013

Dear people 18-30... START USING A CONDOM...

This is a shocking fact. EVERY SINGLE "YOUNG" PERSON IVE HOOKED UP WITH IN THE PAST YEAR WANTS IT BAREBACK. They want my dick in their CUNNY..RAW... That is FUCKED UP. I mean I get the desire and the fantasy BUT Im writing about this because its gone too far in my world so I feel if I don't say something I"m slightly responsible. Im gonna keep it short cause nobody wants to hear it BUT all these kids are becoming HIV positive because they never saw AIDS HAPPEN. I DID! I was SO LUCKY I am in this WEIRD BUBBLE where I was too young to be having sex when it was DEVOURING the gay world and now Im too old to NOT KNOW BETTER, so the people above me and below me are all getting or have it. Yesterday I mentioned SEROCONVERTING to my friend who is 32 and he said "WHATS THAT?" WHATS THAT?!?!? It amazes me that someone not much younger has NO IDEA what that is. He doesn't even know what someone looks like who has advanced aids, never saw the "buffalo hump", and doesn't know a person who has ever died of it. That in a way is GREAT, BUT young people USE A FUCKING CONDOM. BELIEVE ME you do NOT want HIV and its NOT CASUAL. Young people are all the ones getting it now because they don't know thats its any different from Herpes. I saw an HIV awareness commercial with Harvey Whats his face I can't think of right now, and he mentioned how HIV was DISFIGURING... the entire ad I don't remember but the DISFIGURING part stuck because nobody says that and thats the part that scares me the most about it. So if I need to say that for it to stick I will. ITS DISFIGURING! Seriously every single younger person Ive had sex with wants it RAW, claims to be neg, and BELIEVES ME when I say Im NEGATIVE. I AM negative BUT THEY SHOULD NOT BELIEVE ME?! Every single one of them I have to be like "DO NOT TRUST PEOPLE?!" I had to go on the PEP treatment once because once I hooked up with a guy and TWICE he took off the condom while we were fucking and DIDNT TELL ME. Im SURE he was trying to give it to me. Its awful to think that but you do NOT take off a rubber and not tell someone TWICE after I specifically say DO NOT PUT IT IN WITHOUT A CONDOM. SO long story short use a condom and don't be shady AND EVEN MORE IMPORTANT don't trust anyone. There, Im done yelling at you now.

7 comments:

Eric Robert Jackson said...

Amen sister! I see the same thing happening in small town Western New York. I'm 42 and I'm in the same boat as you, young enough to have seen HIV before I started having sex. I saw many of my friends die in a matter of months. Body builders withered away to raisins. Models sick, gaunt, and gone way before they even had a chance to make a mark on the world. Every young kid I've fucked in the past several years has wanted it bare back. "I can't cum unless it's bare back". SRSLY?!?!? because all that shit is in your head. If you don't know how to get off during a sexual encounter with a condom on, then you are doing it wrong dummy! I tell these guys my rules up front. I wear a rubber, you will wear a rubber. I have a husband and I'm not giving this shit to him, nor do I want it. I know I'm clean, but don't believe me. I trusted guys in the past and then sat up worrying for days on end waiting for test results because I let my guard down. Stupid. This one guy, in the middle of it, he reaches around and pulls the rubber off my dick and gives me this "it's ok nod". Dumb ass. So, I proved a point to him, that he can't tell if I have a rubber on or not, that it's al in his head. After he pulled of the rubber, I stuck my thumb up his ass and fucked him with my thumb. He came in about 20 seconds. He seemed very proud that he got his way and told me it was the best sex he'd had in months. He also said we'd never have sex again after I told him what I'd done. Don't do me no favors! Sex is more of a mental state than just physical. Sex is always better with a guy I know and respect, as well as physically attractive.

Eric Robert Jackson said...

Amen sister! I see the same thing happening in small town Western New York. I'm 42 and I'm in the same boat as you, young enough to have seen HIV before I started having sex. I saw many of my friends die in a matter of months. Body builders withered away to raisins. Models sick, gaunt, and gone way before they even had a chance to make a mark on the world. Every young kid I've fucked in the past several years has wanted it bare back. "I can't cum unless it's bare back". SRSLY?!?!? because all that shit is in your head. If you don't know how to get off during a sexual encounter with a condom on, then you are doing it wrong dummy! I tell these guys my rules up front. I wear a rubber, you will wear a rubber. I have a husband and I'm not giving this shit to him, nor do I want it. I know I'm clean, but don't believe me. I trusted guys in the past and then sat up worrying for days on end waiting for test results because I let my guard down. Stupid. This one guy, in the middle of it, he reaches around and pulls the rubber off my dick and gives me this "it's ok nod". Dumb ass. So, I proved a point to him, that he can't tell if I have a rubber on or not, that it's al in his head. After he pulled of the rubber, I stuck my thumb up his ass and fucked him with my thumb. He came in about 20 seconds. He seemed very proud that he got his way and told me it was the best sex he'd had in months. He also said we'd never have sex again after I told him what I'd done. Don't do me no favors! Sex is more of a mental state than just physical. Sex is always better with a guy I know and respect, as well as physically attractive.

Gregory said...

So proud of you for saying what nobody wants to talk about or is afraid to talk about. All of us need to hear this truth!!!!!

JamTheCat said...

Needed to be said, Dave, and maybe they'll listen to you. I had so many friends die...

Sue said...

I will probably repost this on my blog if you don't mind. This is so important!!!

http://suefairview.com/

YuroBoy said...

While I see the main benefit of your comments here, there are some things you are a bit confused about. The "camel hump" and other body disfigurements were not caused by HIV but were the side effects of the first generaion of anti-HIV drugs. Living in a small city, in country with socialized healthcare, there are still plenty of that generation around. Unfortunately, a lot of people are thus under the assumption that they can tell what a person with HIV looks like. Most people treated with newer antiretrovirals don't have side-effects and look "normal." People who don't know they have HIV and are walking aound spreading it also look perfectly healthy. If you can get access to healthcare and drugs for most people toda HIV can be managed and is not a terminal illness. Of course that doesn't make it something anyone should risk catching.
I do find it a bit hypocritical that this would upset you, when you have no problem advocating the use of steroids and other drugs which are unhealthy and can cause long term damage to a person's healh

David Mason said...

Um Yuroboy. A. I didn't say you can tell what someone who has Aids looks like. I said you can see the signs of advanced aids on someone if you know the signs. Those are two very different things. B. If you've actually ever read what Ive written about steroids Ive never condoned them. Ive just been honest about using them. Again two very different things. C. How much do you know about steroids to talk about the long term health problems? My guess is nothing. D. There is no collaboration between your segue from steroids usage and barebacking/ aids.. E. I think you're weird for saying any of this as its not exactly on point so therefor I question your personal intentions. F. Going by the letters that people wrote me thanking me for writing this I won't be UNwriting this opinion any time soon.